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  Once you have managed to find a room or apartment, make sure you move in promptly. Figure out in advance your schedule for leaving your family and finding your new home. Make sure your room is not left vacant for months on end. That would be a waste of money.

  Once you have left, be careful not to give your address or telephone number to people you do not really know. Nowadays e-mail is a good way of staying in touch without giving away your address.

  5. Safety

  If you have been threatened by your family—before or after you’ve left them—you need to think carefully about the city where you want to live. If you can, choose a place where you will stand out as little as possible. If you are going to attend a college, you will be living in a city or town; if you want to find a job, then you’ll want to find a smaller place, far away from your parents, that will offer you better protection and opportunities. Most cities have women’s shelters and mental health services that can help you.

  When you register yourself in your new place of residence, ask to speak to a special civil servant (in the United States, someone from the local department of social services) who is familiar with the predicament of a girl like you, who has known of or helped other girls who want to set up on their own and are terrified of being hunted down by their brothers, husbands, or fathers. It is vital that your address remain secret. Go to the police and report your situation. In Holland, you can use your registration form to encode your tax number, insurance, and other administrative details, as well as personal details required by the local council. Find out how to get legal help in case you need it.

  Make sure that your flatmates, colleagues, and friends are informed of the potential danger you are in. You are on the run, and they must be vigilant on your behalf. It is important that no one give away your address.

  6. Income

  Make arrangements for how you will have income before leaving. If you want to go to college, apply for a student scholarship on time. Give a temporary address—a friend’s, for example—if you have not found a place of your own yet. If you do not intend to go to college, apply for social security benefits in the place you are moving to. Doing this will oblige you to find a job, or to follow a citizenship course and explore the job market. You must not delay with any of this. While you are still at home, acquaint yourself with the (part-time) job market in your future hometown. Put your name down for (part-time) jobs and avoid taking loans and accumulating debts as much as you can.

  The most important thing is to be sensible with money; there are courses that can teach you how to draw up a budget and stick to it. The local social service department will be able to point you in the right direction.

  7. Opportunities for Education

  It is good to have a part-time job, but make sure that you pass your school exams. You can come up with all kinds of excuses to miss lectures, but try not to let this happen all the time. A diploma in your pocket opens the door to long-term independence. Try to broaden your opportunities for learning new things as much as you can. Your course may require you to do a practical training. Make the best possible use of this: organize your placement in advance; negotiate how your expenses are going to be paid, how many hours you will be working per day, and how many credit points you will receive at the end of your training.

  If you struggle with your workload, go to your study supervisor or mentor, who can show you study techniques, how to cram for exams and write papers. In order to get your degree, you need to have self-discipline: organize your time efficiently, go to bed on time, and plan the tasks ahead.

  As a student, you will also learn how to socialize with people from outside your own religious circuit: you will need to learn what they might expect from you, as well as the unwritten rules of social etiquette. Join a student organization, go on drink dates, or to parties (you do not have to drink alcohol).

  8. Your Possessions

  You cannot take all your belongings with you when you leave: your imminent departure has to remain a secret, so you cannot take any large or bulky objects with you, such as your bed, a table, a chair, or the whole of your wardrobe. You will have to be selective and take only things you will really need. Remember to take a few precious photos and your wallet or savings, bankbook, checkbook, piggy bank, or moneybox. Do not forget your passport. You must smuggle these things out of your home piecemeal: if you are spotted leaving the house with heavy bags, or your closet is suddenly half empty, you will draw attention.

  You will have to furnish your new dwelling yourself, so find out where the best secondhand shops are.

  9. State of Mind

  Leaving is a big challenge. You feel strong, you are looking forward to the moment, but at the same time you are very vulnerable. You will experience a dip in your emotional high and feel lonely; not everybody will be understanding, and that includes some of your new friends. The person in whom you have put your trust can help you strengthen your inner resilience. Remember that, even with all the help from others, you remain on your own, you are responsible for yourself. Expect there to be good and bad days, do not talk yourself down, and do not feel sorry for yourself. You will want to contact your family because you miss the warmth, the cousins, and the familiarity. Every family has its important moments: birthdays, funerals, Eid, and so on. You will feel extra lonely on these days. But bear in mind that getting in touch with your family can have serious consequences. Calls and letters can be traced.

  There are consolations, though. Plenty of women like you have managed to reestablish good contact with their families. But this often takes years. You absolutely must wait until you are self-reliant financially and emotionally. You must have found a job to be able to keep yourself strong so that you can resist their complaints and urgings that you should come home. You need to be able to stop your ears against the emotional blackmail they may try on you.

  10. The Moment of Departure

  You have taken care of everything. You are still certain you are doing the right thing. You have good friends who are ready to help you. You believe in yourself, your friends, and the future. You have an address, an income, and you have enrolled yourself as a student. Perhaps you are still at school or halfway through college. You have secretly smuggled your most valued possessions out of the house. You are sure no one has noticed. Your behavior has been exemplary, and the day of your departure has finally come. The weather is fine, or perhaps it is raining. Tonight you will sleep at your new address—your room or whatever—for the very first time. But wait: how are you actually going to leave? Are you simply going to walk out and pull the door behind you without so much as a good-bye?

  Yes, you are, because you must avoid drawing attention to yourself.

  AND THEN YOU are gone.

  What happens next?

  Your parents do not know where you are and will be worried. They will need to be reassured that you left of your own accord. Before you go, write them a letter in which you explain that you love them, but that your plans for your life differ from theirs; that you respect the way they live but want to go your own way. You can mail it immediately when you leave so it can’t be traced to your new location.

  Call them, eventually. You will want to get in touch with them from time to time, but make sure your number cannot be traced: call from a public phone or somewhere without number recognition. It can be good to call from a public place with plenty of people around you. That way you can keep the conversation short and to the point.

  You will now have to learn how to function in society. In spite of all the negative aspects of your upbringing, it has taught you some valuable skills: you are capable of adjusting to others; you are trained at doing domestic chores. You have also learned to survive under difficult circumstances and are used to the fact that things often do not go your way. Unlike many men, you are not spoiled. But there is still much that you can learn: do not resist making the effort. It will be worth it.

  Fourteen

  Submission:

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  This is a transcript of the original document that I took to Theo van Gogh, which he read and proposed that we make into a movie. It was first broadcast on Dutch television in August 2004. On November 2, 2004, Theo van Gogh was murdered on the streets of Amsterdam.

  Submission is about God and the individual. I did not write this script to provoke anyone. As I mentioned in the preface of this book, I wrote it to show the abolutism with which the individual Muslim woman is expected to totally submit herself to God’s will and God’s word as written in the Koran. I wanted to introduce a shift in the relationship between the individual and God, and I wanted this shift to move us from a relationship of total submission to one of dialogue. I chose the structure of the prayer because Muslims are supposed to pray five times a day. That’s why there are five different women praying in five different ways. The sense of the film is of these faithful women who have submitted themselves to God’s will and who are continuing to pray under terrible circumstances as they try to elicit a response from God. They are saying, Look, God, I’ve submitted completely to you, but everything is going wrong. Yet, you, God, remain silent.

  This transcript is called Part I because I will write more parts. Again, I will not do this out of any desire to insult or provoke. But I feel that reasonable people and reasonable people of faith must confront Allah with the dilemmas He places us in and requires us to face on earth. Our dilemmas—the dilemmas that men and women face every day—arise directly out of His commands.

  Part II will be about four men who have trouble following God’s commands and, like the women of Part I, confront God during prayer with their demands.

  In Part III, God will answer.

  1. INTRODUCTION

  Amina is a dedicated Muslim woman who dutifully adheres to the rules of the Shari’a. She is surrounded by women who are treated cruelly in the name of Allah: they suffer abuse, marital rape, incest, and corporal punishment. These acts of cruelty are justified by verses from the Koran. Amina feels sorry for the victims and identifies with their fate. Every day she turns to Allah and prays fervently for an improvement in their circumstances, but Allah remains silent and the cruelties continue.

  One day Amina does something surprising. She does not adhere to the fixed routine of the prayer ritual. After reading the compulsory opening chapter to the Koran she launches into a spontaneous “dialogue” with Allah, instead of subjecting herself to him.

  Location: Islamistan [an imaginary country where the majority of the population is Muslim, and where the legal system is the Shari’a].

  CAST

  Amina:

  main character (addressing Allah in prayer)

  Aisha:

  curled up in fetal position recovering from the pain caused by one hundred strokes of the cane

  Safiya:

  her experience of sexual intercourse with her husband is as rape

  Zainab:

  severely bruised, having been beaten up by her husband, who considers her disobedient

  Fatima:

  wearing a veil, a victim of incest

  The five women take up their positions. Amina sits at the center, her head bowed. She gets up, walks over to a prayer rug in front of her, and unrolls it. The rug points in the direction of Mecca. Amina stands at the end of the rug; she faces Mecca. She raises her arms up into the air, with her palms exposed, and shouts “Allahu Akbar.” Then she folds her arms across her chest and places her right hand over her left. Finally she fixes her gaze on the opposite end of the prayer rug. She remains in this position until the Sura Fatiha [The Opening] has been read. When she hears “Aaaammiiin,” she merely lifts up her head and stares into the camera.

  1. AISHA, WHO HAS BEEN SENTENCED TO ONE HUNDRED STROKES OF THE CANE.

  Amina delivers the speech below, which tells the fate of a woman called Aisha. Meanwhile, the camera slowly moves from Amina to Aisha. Aisha is lying on the floor in the fetal position. The wounds (scars) on her body, caused by the strokes of the cane, are visible. Written across them is text from the Koran: chapter 24, verse 2 (Al-Nur, or The Light).

  Amina’s Speech

  O Allah, as I lie here wounded, my spirit broken

  I hear in my head the judge’s voice as he pronounces me guilty.

  The sentence I have to serve is in your words:

  “The woman and the man guilty of adultery or fornication

  flog each of them with a hundred stripes;

  let no compassion move you in their case, in a matter prescribed by God,

  if ye believe in God and the Last Day; and let a party of the believers witness their

  punishment.” [This quotation in italics is written across Aisha’s body.]

  Two years ago, on a sunny day, while in the souk my eyes were caught by those of

  Rahman, the most handsome man I have ever met.

  After that day, I couldn’t help but notice his presence whenever I went to the marketplace.

  I was thrilled when I learned that his appearance in the bazaar was not a coincidence.

  One day he suggested we meet in secret, and I said, “Yes.”

  For months Rahman and I met, shared drinks and delicacies.

  We danced and dreamed…yeah, we built beautiful castles in the air.

  And we made love, on every secret meeting.

  As the months went by our relationship deepened.

  What is more, out of our love a new life started to grow.

  Our happiness did not go unnoticed and before long, envious eyes gave way to malicious tongues.

  “Let’s ignore these people and trust in Allah’s mercy.” Rahman and I said to each other.

  Naïve, young, and in love perhaps, but we thought that Your holiness was on our side.

  Rahman and I shared affection, trust, and a deep respect for each other; how can God disapprove? Why would He?

  And so we ignored the mean tongues, and together we continued to live our dream, albeit in more secrecy.

  O, Allah, until we were summoned to court and charged with fornication!

  Rahman called me a day before we were to appear before the judge.

  He said that his father had smuggled him out of the country. What a pity that my father happens to be a pious man, I thought.

  Rahman told me that he loved me and that he would pray for me. He also encouraged me to be strong and have faith in you.

  O Allah, how can I have faith in you? You who reduced my love to fornication?

  I lie here flogged—abused and shamed—in your name.

  The verdict that killed my faith in love is in your holy book.

  Faith in you, submission to you, feels like—is—self-betrayal.

  2. SAFIYA, WHO IS SYSTEMATICALLY

  RAPED BY HER HUSBAND

  Amina delivers the speech below, which tells the fate of an imaginary woman called Safiya. Meanwhile, the camera slowly turns from Amina to Safiya. We get a view of a beautiful woman from behind; she is wearing a full-length white robe with a low-cut back. Written across her back and thighs (the robe has a split at the front) we see the text from the Koran: chapter 2, verse 222 (Al-Baqara, or The Cow).

  Amina’s Speech

  When I was sixteen my father broke the news to me in the kitchen.

  “You are going to marry Azziz; he is from a virtuous family, and he will take good care of you.”

  When I saw pictures of Azziz, instead of feeling excitement I thought of him as unattractive, and even though I did my best to see the perfect whole,

  I couldn’t help but notice his faulty details:

  a scar on the lip, a bent nose, so much hair on the eyebrows.

  My wedding day was more my family’s celebration than mine.

  Once in my marital home my husband approached me.

  Ever since then I recoil from his touch.

  I am repulsed by his smell, even if he has just had a bath,

  Yet, O Allah, I obey his command

  Sanctioned by your words.
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br />   I let him take me.

  Each time I push him away he quotes you:

  “They ask thee

  concerning women’s courses

  Say: they are a hurt and a pollution

  So keep away from women

  In their courses, and do not

  Approach them until

  They are clean.

  But when they have

  Purified themselves,

  Ye may approach them in any manner, time, or place

  Ordained for you by God.

  For God loves those

  Who turn to Him constantly

  And He loves those who keep themselves pure and clean.”

  So I stretch the days of my period,

  But of course there comes a time when I must

  Undress. He orders me and I submit

  Not to him, but to you.

  Lately, enduring my husband is getting harder and harder.

  O, Allah, I pray, give me the strength to endure him or I fear

  My faith shall weaken.

  3. ZAINAB, WHO IS BEATEN BY HER HUSBAND

  Amina delivers the speech below, which tells the fate of a woman called Zainab. Meanwhile, the camera slowly moves from Amina to Zainab. We see Zainab’s swollen face, which is covered in bruises. Her clothes have been ripped from her body. Written across the exposed parts of her body—her upper arms, shoulders and, possibly, her stomach—we see the text from the Koran: chapter 4, verse 34 (Al-Nisa, or The Women).